maybe in the end it is simple, after all the complexity flattens itself out, it is easy to see, it is easy to feel, it is easier this time to exist in yourself.

flat line disassociation

To the lowest ___cause and _____
And I’ve lost everything
In the dust in your eyes
And in your head
A rose-colored ______
To the ____lowest common______ray


I won’t let go
I won’t let go
Don’t let go
Don’t let go
You know my sins
Know my sins


What is it now that awakens me?
And all of this is in my head
Oh my god
Oh my god
All my life is sin, sin, sin
To lose the garden easily
I won’t let go
I won’t let go
Don’t let go
Don’t let go
You know my sin
Know my sin


My love slips away from me
With iron wings and iron __will__
Have you no mercy?
No mercy?
What is now awakening?
Oh my god
Oh my god
Oh my god
Oh my god
A rose-colored ___evil ray___
And I’ve lost everything
All of my life is sin, sin, sin
And all of this is____
Look on you ___easily___
I won’t let go
I won’t let go
I won’t let go
I won’t let go

just a person

just people

"I realized how long it had been since I’d felt like I had the world by the balls, how many quick birthdays had gone by since that first year in Europe when I was so ignorant and so confident that every splinter of luck made me feel like I was a roaring champion."

“I left then, and drove back to Jesús Lopo’s place. I bought a small bottle of beer for fifteen cents and sat on a beach in the clearing, feeling like an old man. The scene I had just witnessed brought back a lot of memories—not of things I had done but of things I failed to do, wasted hours and frustrated moments and opportunities forever lost because time had eaten so much of my life and I would never get it back. I envied Yeamon and felt sorry for myself at the same time, because I had seen him in a moment that made all my happiness seem dull."

The Rum Diary

I was hesitant to read this because of many reasons because #boys „, but some of the things he writes are just so on the NOSE

today my brain feels fried and my heart is exhausted so I think I’ll just let myself rest and put off folding my laundry for the third week in a row. I’ll tackle it tomorrow along with the curation of my wardrobe for the colder weather. Performing these banal organizational tasks makes room in my brain for bravery. When I wake up the next morning I’ll look at my neatly aligned clothing rack and find no reason to excuse myself from getting up and getting dressed and going out into the world.

"In a relationship, you need somebody who’s going to call you out, not somebody who’s going to let everything slide. You need somebody who doesn’t want to live without you, but can. Not somebody that is dependent, but somebody who is stronger with you. A relationship is two people, not one."

Unknown (via leanarch)

This.

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this is for real, very important stuff right here

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everyone can just fuck right off

Oh, don’t tell anyone I’m here, I’ve got tylenol and beer

they’re just angles